So today at lunchtime I was all overexcited and enthusiastic about me having a pathway I want to follow down, and I wanted to write it all down at lunchtime to show my excitement!!!!
Well. It kind of... died down now, and... no, I'm not too excited anymore. :p but hey! I'll write whatever I think up anyway!
Ok, so I'm pursuing a Biology Major and a BME (Biomedical Engineering) major, and I have finally decided that these are the two majors that I, indeed, want to have. Both reasons are purely this: I want to take some interesting classes. For Biology, by following (mostly) what's on the course, I will be able to take very interesting upper division courses like Cell Biology, Microbiology, and various other biologically related topics. Saying I'm going for BME allows me complete access to the engineering school, giving me access to engineering classes such as robotics, signal processing, computer science... topics that might be interesting for combining with biological topics like neurobiology. Indeed, I also heard that the neurology major isn't hard and has the fewest amount of classes to pass, so if that's the case it might be possible to get a neurology major and have 3 majors!! if not, then at least 2 majors and a minor ^-^. But for now, and pretty much for the first time since I decided to take BME along with Bio, I feel pretty confident about that decision and will stick with it until something bad happens, like I flunk out of school or something. :p
31.8.05
27.8.05
17.8.05
Hmm.... (2, because Hmm 1 involves something different)
You know, I waste huge amounts of time just thinking "I'm bored". Its not because I have nothing to do, in fact, I can think of many things I can do, its just for whatever reason I will just think "I'm bored" for the longest time and do nearly nothing.
Well, Maybe I don't do nothing, I certainly think when I'm during those periods. But most of what I think about turns out to be inproductive and not that useful anyway.
Well, a short while ago that ended, and now I'm in my "let's do something I wanted to do for 10 minutes before my ADHD kicks in and forces me to do something else" period. A couple minutes ago I was playing the piano. And now I'm typing random blog entries. And after this I will play... wait, no, my phone rang, its dinnertime. >.>
You know what else I did during my bored time? I educated myself on dating sims at megatokyo! Wait, damn, that just shows how much of a loser I am... XD
Well, Maybe I don't do nothing, I certainly think when I'm during those periods. But most of what I think about turns out to be inproductive and not that useful anyway.
Well, a short while ago that ended, and now I'm in my "let's do something I wanted to do for 10 minutes before my ADHD kicks in and forces me to do something else" period. A couple minutes ago I was playing the piano. And now I'm typing random blog entries. And after this I will play... wait, no, my phone rang, its dinnertime. >.>
You know what else I did during my bored time? I educated myself on dating sims at megatokyo! Wait, damn, that just shows how much of a loser I am... XD
13.8.05
Bwahaha I have a super power
Your power is: Clairvoyance
Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.
Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.
What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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11.8.05
Eternal Fighter Zero
OMG!! I was hit with Kanna's 6k damage attack!!! 6 K!!!! >.<
For whatever reason, I am unable to view my own blog on this computer, while I am at china. o_O
For whatever reason, I am unable to view my own blog on this computer, while I am at china. o_O
8.8.05
regarding the question taht was asked in my profile. stupid 150 word limit.
it would be hard for a fork to evolve from a spoon. IN fact, more likely it is vice versa, for a spoon, if it attempts a stabbing motion, will never become the 4 points of a fork; at best, it might become a blunt knife if both opposing sides become continually scraped and worn down... however, for a spoon to evolve into a fork, it would have to come in contact with something like another fork to drive into the metal and create those wedges, then continuously scrape those sides to evolve it into a sharp pointy fork... a fork into a spoon, on the other hand, is also difficult but seemingly more possible. remove the points and dullen the edges by repeated hitting onto a large industructable object, and you will be left with (granted, a very small) spoon. Well, maybe not. Ok, so a spoon can't evolve into a fork, nor can a fork evolve into a spoon.
Altruism
Sooooooo... My RO account is now officially dead until winter break comes along, and I am here in China with almost nothing to do. (Admittedly, the internet was so laggy that it was highly frustrating to level, but I am still disappointed because I had been looking foward to accomplishing much more since I believed my account shouldn't have ended until this friday...) I have been given the following options: Play Eternal Fighter Zero, write a whole lot of BS in my blog, or read Harry Potter. The last choice has just been crossed out as now I have finished the book, and indeed I must admit thoroughly that Harry Potter has the intriguing ability to make the ending outcome... well, not as much of a surprise as "ha your theories were wrong" type of thing... Indeed, there were some theories I was going on that I completely believed would be revealed at the end, when in reality were contrary to my predictions. Nothing was completely surprising, however, it was still like "Damn I can't figure out what this author is thinking", so, props to Rowland (I'm pretty sure that's not her name XD) for making me a fool once more in what I thought would be a predictable outcome.
Now, there is an interesting aspect to this novel which has come to my attention, and because I plainly have almost nothing else to do at this point, I shall talk about it. Oh umm... it is a spoiler, so if you really hate spoilers like I do and don't want to be spoiled, don't read past this sentence. */short useless insignificant spoiler caution* This is the whole "love is most powerful magic" theme in the book... admittedly better than then the 5th book of "Harry Potter and his Tantrum", now it's more like "Harry Potter and Everyone Falling in Love with Each Other". One thing I always thought was amusing in the story was that Harry falled for Ginny, because in my mind Ginny is always that small girl from the 2nd book and anyone Harry's age falling for her reminds me something of a pedophile... XD ok maybe that wasn't quite right... :p anyway, Ginny still sucks for going out with anyone she can find, but I always thought she was an interesting character. Hmm.
ANYWAY!! So now we come to this whole old pathetic issue of Love and Hate. As a devoted opponent of both these concepts in many views, I must make the acknowledgement that (while being human, anyway) there is necessity in these two words for a human to not only exist, but also be highly successful and functional. This is indeed because they are the source of "ambition" or, in a term that I particularly am not fond of, "passion". It is sort of like the command given in a computer for the computer to do something. The computer, while remaining completely still and nonfunctioning, has all the reasonable, logical traits that I in particular admire and wish humans to be. However, they are nonfunctional until a command is given. I believe humans work in a similar way. Love and Hate is the command line given in everyone's minds, the direction that allows people to function the way they do, or the ambition for someone to do something. Without it, the human would be a mere vegatable, not able to perform anything no matter how intelligent and knowledgable the person may be, because he has no ambition, will, or whatnot to do anything.
However, obviously, excess love and hate is not a good thing. Indeed, I believe that the less to love or hate in the world, the better, though you need SOMETHING to function properly. If people take too much into consideration, which more often they do, things become complicated. For example, if someone cared about homeless people and how poor they are and that they should be given money, and equally cared about the concept of getting what you earned, there will be particular conflict on what to do when the issue comes up of whether someone should give the money they earned to charity or keep it because they earned it. Anyone who would care about everything in the world would not live. So of course, it is important to love and/or hate, but do so especially sparingly. (preferably love, hate tends to cause more problems in a person after the outcome than before, not quite preferable if you ask me...)
There are, of course, flaws to this theory, as I believe there are to every theory I made. One of which is the obsession over one particular object, and caring nothing else. Like, perhaps, rescuing a person, ignoring the laws of science or whatnot and the factor that the rescuer may get killed. Well, it's good to know he cares about the person and doesn't care about anyone else, including his own body. It would be a very strong and impressive ambition, one I cannot deny. But obviouisly this appears in society's view as being foolish (though some may take it as courage). I shall stop at this note in my flaw, as it is up to the person reading to determine whether there is a flaw in this rescuer or not; I am not society, I will not make these judgements; I do not love or hate society, nor anyone else's opinion on the matter, I have more important things to devote my ambitions to. Another flaw (maybe it's not a flaw, but its worth mentioning in case again the reader finds it as a flaw) is the obsession over petty objects. Like, my own ambition for Anime, strangely being intrigued by grotesque drawings of deformed humans with large heads and eyes that take up half the space of the huge face... and yet, for some unfortunate reason, I am attracted to these sort of things. Petty, in society's view, but I have posted something earlier talking about how everything in the world is petty, so, up to the reader to determine whether this is a flaw or not.
One's views on Love and Hate may be different than mine; I have used these words without giving a definition and therefore one may be a bit annoyed at how they were used in this article. Because I in particular do not prefer these two terms, I would rather call Love "altruism" because it sounds more sciency. As for hatred, it doesn't get its own cool sciencey word. Too bad for it.
Moral? Love (or hate) something in this world! But preferably, only that something, not something else... or if there is something else, then only those two somethings, not another something else... or if there is something else, then only those three somethings... ok, by now you either got my point or are thoroughly confused, so either way, I will stop.
As I stated, I am going to be thoroughly bored these next couple of days now that my RO account died, so expect more updates on the magnificant stories-that-will-never-be-written-because-of-my-laziness-but-instead-will-give-a-cool-enough-synopsis-on-them!
Now, there is an interesting aspect to this novel which has come to my attention, and because I plainly have almost nothing else to do at this point, I shall talk about it. Oh umm... it is a spoiler, so if you really hate spoilers like I do and don't want to be spoiled, don't read past this sentence. */short useless insignificant spoiler caution* This is the whole "love is most powerful magic" theme in the book... admittedly better than then the 5th book of "Harry Potter and his Tantrum", now it's more like "Harry Potter and Everyone Falling in Love with Each Other". One thing I always thought was amusing in the story was that Harry falled for Ginny, because in my mind Ginny is always that small girl from the 2nd book and anyone Harry's age falling for her reminds me something of a pedophile... XD ok maybe that wasn't quite right... :p anyway, Ginny still sucks for going out with anyone she can find, but I always thought she was an interesting character. Hmm.
ANYWAY!! So now we come to this whole old pathetic issue of Love and Hate. As a devoted opponent of both these concepts in many views, I must make the acknowledgement that (while being human, anyway) there is necessity in these two words for a human to not only exist, but also be highly successful and functional. This is indeed because they are the source of "ambition" or, in a term that I particularly am not fond of, "passion". It is sort of like the command given in a computer for the computer to do something. The computer, while remaining completely still and nonfunctioning, has all the reasonable, logical traits that I in particular admire and wish humans to be. However, they are nonfunctional until a command is given. I believe humans work in a similar way. Love and Hate is the command line given in everyone's minds, the direction that allows people to function the way they do, or the ambition for someone to do something. Without it, the human would be a mere vegatable, not able to perform anything no matter how intelligent and knowledgable the person may be, because he has no ambition, will, or whatnot to do anything.
However, obviously, excess love and hate is not a good thing. Indeed, I believe that the less to love or hate in the world, the better, though you need SOMETHING to function properly. If people take too much into consideration, which more often they do, things become complicated. For example, if someone cared about homeless people and how poor they are and that they should be given money, and equally cared about the concept of getting what you earned, there will be particular conflict on what to do when the issue comes up of whether someone should give the money they earned to charity or keep it because they earned it. Anyone who would care about everything in the world would not live. So of course, it is important to love and/or hate, but do so especially sparingly. (preferably love, hate tends to cause more problems in a person after the outcome than before, not quite preferable if you ask me...)
There are, of course, flaws to this theory, as I believe there are to every theory I made. One of which is the obsession over one particular object, and caring nothing else. Like, perhaps, rescuing a person, ignoring the laws of science or whatnot and the factor that the rescuer may get killed. Well, it's good to know he cares about the person and doesn't care about anyone else, including his own body. It would be a very strong and impressive ambition, one I cannot deny. But obviouisly this appears in society's view as being foolish (though some may take it as courage). I shall stop at this note in my flaw, as it is up to the person reading to determine whether there is a flaw in this rescuer or not; I am not society, I will not make these judgements; I do not love or hate society, nor anyone else's opinion on the matter, I have more important things to devote my ambitions to. Another flaw (maybe it's not a flaw, but its worth mentioning in case again the reader finds it as a flaw) is the obsession over petty objects. Like, my own ambition for Anime, strangely being intrigued by grotesque drawings of deformed humans with large heads and eyes that take up half the space of the huge face... and yet, for some unfortunate reason, I am attracted to these sort of things. Petty, in society's view, but I have posted something earlier talking about how everything in the world is petty, so, up to the reader to determine whether this is a flaw or not.
One's views on Love and Hate may be different than mine; I have used these words without giving a definition and therefore one may be a bit annoyed at how they were used in this article. Because I in particular do not prefer these two terms, I would rather call Love "altruism" because it sounds more sciency. As for hatred, it doesn't get its own cool sciencey word. Too bad for it.
Moral? Love (or hate) something in this world! But preferably, only that something, not something else... or if there is something else, then only those two somethings, not another something else... or if there is something else, then only those three somethings... ok, by now you either got my point or are thoroughly confused, so either way, I will stop.
As I stated, I am going to be thoroughly bored these next couple of days now that my RO account died, so expect more updates on the magnificant stories-that-will-never-be-written-because-of-my-laziness-but-instead-will-give-a-cool-enough-synopsis-on-them!
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